june 16 2025

got a really bad head cold and went to work with it. very normal and very strange.

early 2025 (undated)

was sitting in a car or small van next to my sister. looked overhead and saw a plan extremely close to earth, right above our head, crashing down. it crashed right in front of our car and i woke up when i felt the heat from the explosion on my face.

may 22 2023

moved to NYC and was walking to meet JH in the park, was very happy. remarked on how happy i felt. a shooter began firing in the subway and emerged from the subway to shoot in the streets as i took off running. someone told me to lay flat in the grass of the lawn i was on and so i did, right as i felt a bullet hit me. unsettling. can still feel the hit.

feb 17 2023

was in a room with my sister, who pointed out a small garden snake that had wrapped around my ankle, and it bit me. i tried to unwrap it and remove its fangs from me, and noticed another snake on my other leg that was a bit bigger. it wrapped around my calf and bit me as well. more snakes appeared all over me, wrapping around me and biting wherever possible. this included various holes etc. i frantically attempted to remove them, then woke up. horrifying and haunting. felt unsettled for days afterwards.

october 11 2021

i am standing outside of an old schoolhouse on the front lawn as a pep rally or some other large event takes place inside. almost looked like an old church, but was a school. i am looking at the road with the building behind me. people started to leave the building as the event ended. i turn around to see three children (teenagers?) running out screaming, engulfed in flames. some sort of explosion has happened in the building but it was completely silent. i turn to look back at the road to see a schoolbus driving in front of the school, also engulfed in flames. the dream ends.

old dreams (undated, but around 2013 during a tumultuous time in my teen years)

the boy i have a crush on has me strapped to a chair in his house, slowly piercing my bottom lip with a wooden dowel. i am terrified but too scared to scream. once he is finished, he pulls out the dowel and i quickly unstrap myself and run out of the house. i come across a friend's house and go to their window, where i ask for a piece of gum. the dream ends.

lived in a house by myself in the middle of a clearing. coyotes lived in the woods outside of the clearing. a childhood friend (who i cannot truly name, i am not sure he existed) arrives and i am overjoyed. he insists on sleeping in the tree outside of my bedroom to keep me safe. i warn him of the coyotes. he insists on staying there instead of coming inside. that night i listen to the coyotes attack and slowly eat him, knowing i cannot help him. the dream ends at some period in the night.

was in a neon arcade wearing a comically oversized t-shirt with some logo on it. everyone in the arcade was wearing the same shirt, but theirs fit them fine. i could feel their stares and laughs and sneers. i made my way through the arcade, and opened a door into a large cavernous room with a single spotlight on a bed. a man with long hair wearing all white was sitting on it. he told me the secrets of the universe for hours on end - i remember none of what was discussed, but know they were secrets of the universe. every aspect of humanity and science and math there is to know. i abruptly got transported to an old city where a parade was going on (for some reason i think it was the vatican but no proof of that). as i was walking forward towards the parade i noticed two guards on the other side of the road. one was shorter and fatter, and the other was taller and skinnier. i continued to walk forward towards them. i saw the two of them start kissing passionately. suddenly, the taller one pulls away and starts hitting the other one. he brutally beats him until he is on the ground, where he continues to kick him. out of nowhere, a stampede of people come by and trample the man on the ground, killing him. the dream zooms in on his brutalized face, and then a red line appears down the middle of the view and the numbers 8 and 7 appear on either side of the line. the dream ends.

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